"Kissing God" 
lyrics and music by Loren Jan Wilson (as part of the pitchformula.com project)

[verse 1, double length]
I'm wasting time just putting myself under
cause we're wasting away anyway
"abandoning the things that make me happy"
you said to me, so expressionlessly

you pulled me close and kissed me on the rooftop
with open eyes I looked over the edge
you held me tight, but I felt like I was falling
nodding off and slowly falling

[chorus 1]
you want it gone, I know I could
but I can't see just why I should
our destiny's not ours to choose
I'm kissing god and losing you

[verse 2]
so please just shut your mouth!
who do you think I am?
you have a knack for getting what you want from me
so take it then
just take it then

[chorus 2]
I said I'd stop, I know I should
but I can't see just how I could
my life is not my own to lose
I'm kissing god and losing you

[bridge]
but when I'm on it it's the happiest I've ever been
it's impossible to explain it
I would do anything you wanted me to ever do
over anything I believed in
but why does it have to come down to this?

[verse 3]
so burn me up, use my ashes in an hourglass
I'll hit the bottom but it takes so long
undress me slow and hold me underwater
I know now that we were both wrong

[chorus 1, followed by chorus 2]